tuesday toe day.

i'm feeling overwhelmed today. a lot to do one my one day off - well, minus thankgsiving which is to be devoted entirely to pumpkin cheescake.

there are a few records that when i listen to, I feel like i can accomplish anything. does anyone know what i mean? one of them is neil young's 'after the goldrush', the other throwing muses 'red heaven'. i need that sort of day - where everything catapaults off one another and syncs in some sort of hollywood movie scenario. but not really that fictional. i just want to wake up and have my day be with me.. instead of spending hours trying to fix the whatever it is i'm working on, surrounded by old newspapers and a foreboding feeling of time/money/potential lost. i try to plan these days to come to me as if i just calm down and de-stress some portal of clarity will open in my brain. well with a helpful boost of caffeine and old dinosaur jr. i'm feeling better - a hopeful note to disregard the ticking clock that marks dinner time as some end to productiviy.